Chibis, & Why so lonely

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I've been crying for the past 6 days every day... I actually think I'm becoming depressed. My life is in a huge downfall.
These kids are picking on me at school, humiliating me because I dated their friend. And we're over because he was a bitch and calling me a player to everyone.
I don't know. My friends already want to beat them up.
My sister's boyfriend was involved and laughing at it too and my sister did nothing about it.
We're growing farther apart because she's always with that piece of shit.
So I don't know what to do. I have no one to turn to and I feel like a piece of crap. I just hate being stuck in the middle of drama and I try so hard to get away from it.
Oh god, look at me, I'm spilling drama to you now... I'm not usually full of drama. My life is just falling to pieces..

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Hun' You can spill out as much drama to me as you want, I feel your pain. I know you're feeling depressed, & I'm sorry to hear about how flaky your sister is being, I have 2 flaky sisters, of which they, AND my mom called the DCFS on me & my hubby, because they thought the place we were living in, wasn't safe for our kid. & Even though I've forgiven them for that, It's hard to forget. I know how it feels to have a life fall to pieces, but believe me, It'll get better. & I get stressed out, too. Especially with my hubby's Whiny-ass Sister, Bitching to they're mom about everything, I really feel bad for his mom, because she has to deal with all that shit, but WE still get the ass-end. & it stresses ME out more, & I really shouldn't stress so much, otherwise I may Miscarry. That's MY big scare.

PLUS, something else scary happened the other day, we were playing with our son, Bouncing him on the bed, & I told my hubby, that he likes to be flipped another way as well, So he flipped him the other way, but accidentally too hard, & just the expression on Chris's Face (Our Son)was horrifying, because for a moment, he couldn't cry, as much as it may've hurt pretty bad, then he started balling. & I was Scared half to death, because I thought we'd seriously injured him. But he was ok after a little bit. However Later on, I had this dream, that the exact same thing happened, but we snapped his neck, & he was instantly dead, with that look on his face. And then Last night, when I went in to check on him, I accidentally woke him up, & he started crying, with the same look, that I was horrified by, the other night. I think it's gonna haunt me for life.

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Ladies & Gentlemen, this is your Captain Speaking; We have Good News & Bad News.
The Good news Is: We'll be Landing Immediately.
The Bad News Is: We'll be CRASH Landing, Have A Nice Flight

Well my sister is not being flaky. I love her to death and she is a good sister to have. I couldn't have asked for more. It's just she doesn't stick up for me when her boyfriend is being an ass to me and that's often now.
Wow... no. There is no cop calling here.
Actually I don't think it'll get better. No matter how hard I try to get a boy to like me for me, it's impossible.. I have to struggle so hard, but I think I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. Seriously.
Wow.. you're life sounds pretty bad too.. I'm sorry.

Wow... How old are you? You have a kid? That must be scary because you must love him to death since you're the one who actually gave birth to him. I don't think I'm ever having kids because I don't think I could handle going through that pain. For godsake, I'm still a virgin as a Junior in high school because I'm scared to death of that as well. The pain girls go through is horrible.

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I'm becoming a photographer and I also draw cute chibis. If you want a commission, note me details! I'm also putting up a journal of more information about that once I get some examples up.

lol As much pain as I was in, for 9 months, Believe me, It's all worth it in the end, Your in complete Bliss, once you get a first glance at what you & your significant Other, have created. & Believe me, I was scared to death, when I first found out I was pregnant, cuz I don't know what would happen, or if my hunny would leave me because of it, or not. But he stuck by me, through the whole thing. And once I saw the adorable, & most beautiful baby, I cried tears of joy. And don't worry, you're not gonna be alone all your life. What I did, when I was sick of guys & they're drama for a while, I put my priorities, first, & did what I needed to do, to be happy & live my life, & if I met someone during the process, then that was a Plus.

Maybe you need to put yourself & what you need to do, to make yourself happy, first. And you'll soon meet someone who thinks "Hey, she's a good-looking girl, she seems so happy, I would Love to be with a girl who's happy, & could make me happy as well, & in return, give her a smile, & love her as much as she loves herself." And Tell your sister's boyfriend to quit being such an ass, or you'll make him look as if he's got a Bitter-Beer-Face, the natural way. (In short, punch him in the face, or the nuts, whichever makes his face look funnier, lol.) Also, talk to your sister privately; telling her how all this is making you feel, when she doesn't stand up for you, while her boyfriend's being a complete dick, er' whatever.

Good luck hun' let me know how everything goes, ok?
Remember, I'm here for ya.

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Ladies & Gentlemen, this is your Captain Speaking; We have Good News & Bad News.
The Good news Is: We'll be Landing Immediately.
The Bad News Is: We'll be CRASH Landing, Have A Nice Flight

I know. I can't stand when the guy leaves you when you have a kid. Well that's a true boy. You're lucky to have him. I don't want to have a kid because I want to enjoy life while I'm young.
Wow.. you put stuff in such good words. Well all the guys that are attracted to me are losers. Crack hods, weed, drug addicts. Or sex freaks. I can never have a nice guy actually attracted to me.
I kicked him in the knee before. xD And I told him I would kick him where it hurts, but we were in school. My sister would get pissed off though if I actually hurt him. o-o Even though he's hurting me on the inside and she doesn't give a crap.

Wow, you're extremely nice. Thank you so much for the comfort. I appreciate it. -hugs-

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I'm becoming a photographer and I also draw cute chibis. If you want a commission, note me details! I'm also putting up a journal of more information about that once I get some examples up.

Yeah, I know how you feel, for a while, I thought I was also only attracting the wrong kind of guy. I've been in a couple abusive relationships, The first abusive one, (Surprisingly) used to be my best friend in Junior High, & High school, then when we finally started dating, after I graduated, it all went sour. He even tried to get me drunk once, cuz I didn't want to have "Those Kind Of Relations" with him anymore. And I cought him in the act, pouring vod' in my coke, so I grabbed the bottle from him, & threw it at his head, & knocked his ass out. At times I was able to defend myself in those desperate situations, & other times I wasn't. Though I'm pretty sure he's steryl by now, because of the countless times he's been hit, kicked, or Kneed in the nuts, lol. I even dated a skytzo, & I didn't know he was Skytzophrantic until an incident happened, while he was staying with a couple of my friends, at they're apt. (He tried to commit suicide, by overdosing on his meds, then tried to drown himself, then he had second thoughts, so he coughed up MOST of the pills he swallowed, then went to go lay down, And go to sleep. But he left the water in the tub running, & flooded the apartment.) Ended up going to the Psych ward, & his mom called me to let me know where he was, & I found out from HER that he was Skytzo.

It's not right that she's continuously letting him do this to you.
You need to defend yourself in ANY way possible. No matter whether she gets mad at you, or not.
Maybe there's a story behind that as well. Maybe he's hurting her, too. & she's afraid to say anything, because her situation may get worse, if she does. Hang in there, girl. I'm here for ya always, okay? s

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Ladies & Gentlemen, this is your Captain Speaking; We have Good News & Bad News.
The Good news Is: We'll be Landing Immediately.
The Bad News Is: We'll be CRASH Landing, Have A Nice Flight

Wow.. after High School, it must be pretty tough?
Woah... I don't do any type of drugs or alcohol. You must have been lucky you caught him.
What's steryl mean?
Oh my goodness... I won't even get near those type of guys anymore because the world is going crazy..
No.. he wouldn't do that to her. She would tell me no doubt.
Thank you again. -hugs-

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I'm becoming a photographer and I also draw cute chibis. If you want a commission, note me details! I'm also putting up a journal of more information about that once I get some examples up.

Chibis?

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