I actually started writing in a journal yesterday. It feels so good recording all your big feelings in a little journal. Like you can't express them to other people and spill drama and stuff, but the journal can take it. And it feels so good that someone will listen to you. Haha. A piece of paper. Yes indeed. I love paper.

But I'm also becoming closer to God. Over Summer, I'm going to try and go to Church some Sundays with my dad and I pray every single night and sometimes even throughout the day. It makes my heart lift up and feel so much lighter. In other words, it just feels plain out awesome. I know some people may think I'm weird dedicating most of this journal to God, but I would dedicate every journal to him, every word I say, or every action I do. I'm becoming really Christian. The only problem I'm going to have is not cussing, but I don't think that's such a bad issue. I probably still will, but it's not that big.

Well I might write a poem about him or something. I'm beginning to write a novel. And I'm actually going to try and finish it and keep to it and maybe publish it someday. And I am going to start drawing more. I'm not focusing on boys anymore. And yes I say boys because that's how all of them act even if they're seniors in high school. Just have to take time and wait til they grow up which will take more than a couple of years. Haha. I'm not saying that to all the guys out there so please don't get offended. It might just be my area or something.

Well hopefully people read my journal again. No one ever reads these anymore. I use to get a ton of comments off of mine. I think I just have to get more active and post more art and stuff and maybe I'll become well known to my deviantart watchers.